had a long chat with my gran today.(:
so long never talk to her liao.
miss the long chats we used to have
when i was younger, when i could
sit there and ask her this ask her that.
i realised as ppl grow older they seem
to be less attached to their granparents.
i was super close with my gran when i
was much younger.
and even till a few years ago i still
regularly chatted with her,
say stuff that make her laugh.
(her smiles are much rarer now...)
nowadays everytime i pop by equals
to eat, watch tv, slack ard,
then go home alr.
i seem to have forgotten that my purpose
there was not to EAT, but to interact
with my granparents.
went back to cedar on fri after teachers'
day concert with shireen.
almost died on the way there and BY THE
TIME i reached i heard the teachers were
OFF TO STAFF LUNCH~
like omg.
and i wanted to at least say hi to ms ng.
heh.
then went to find marion and elina,
together with tianruo, yurong and wan lin.
haha. miss cedar so much.
but oh well.ppl have to move on.
cant possibly be a sec sch student for the
rest of my life....
went with tianruo and marion + elina
to my house opp actually got this river
and this mechanism thingy and we
played like siao.
so long never played like that alr.
a tingle of laughter to momentarily
make me recover slightly from my emo
mode i guess.
my mood swings are utterly horrible
recently.
hais. becoming emo kid again.
i really hate that feeling.
then had a talk with marion at
my house downstairs bus stop.
helped me regain a little bit of control
of my life after talking to her.
at least i didnt feel so hopeless for
a bit.
we both realised sometimes its time to
let go off some stuff that has been
tying us down for ages and we cant
seem to let go of it.
like talking to marion. gives me the
perspective i sometimes really need to
continue moving on in life.(:
JIA YOU BA.
stop being emo alr.
RAWR~
so long never talk to her liao.
miss the long chats we used to have
when i was younger, when i could
sit there and ask her this ask her that.
i realised as ppl grow older they seem
to be less attached to their granparents.
i was super close with my gran when i
was much younger.
and even till a few years ago i still
regularly chatted with her,
say stuff that make her laugh.
(her smiles are much rarer now...)
nowadays everytime i pop by equals
to eat, watch tv, slack ard,
then go home alr.
i seem to have forgotten that my purpose
there was not to EAT, but to interact
with my granparents.
went back to cedar on fri after teachers'
day concert with shireen.
almost died on the way there and BY THE
TIME i reached i heard the teachers were
OFF TO STAFF LUNCH~
like omg.
and i wanted to at least say hi to ms ng.
heh.
then went to find marion and elina,
together with tianruo, yurong and wan lin.
haha. miss cedar so much.
but oh well.ppl have to move on.
cant possibly be a sec sch student for the
rest of my life....
went with tianruo and marion + elina
to my house opp actually got this river
and this mechanism thingy and we
played like siao.
so long never played like that alr.
a tingle of laughter to momentarily
make me recover slightly from my emo
mode i guess.
my mood swings are utterly horrible
recently.
hais. becoming emo kid again.
i really hate that feeling.
then had a talk with marion at
my house downstairs bus stop.
helped me regain a little bit of control
of my life after talking to her.
at least i didnt feel so hopeless for
a bit.
we both realised sometimes its time to
let go off some stuff that has been
tying us down for ages and we cant
seem to let go of it.
like talking to marion. gives me the
perspective i sometimes really need to
continue moving on in life.(:
JIA YOU BA.
stop being emo alr.
RAWR~
